小さい頃から愛されてなくて、小1で母親も家を出てって、誰にも必要とされ

小さい頃から愛されてなくて、
小1で母親も家を出てって、誰にも必要とされてないって思い始めて…
それから自分のすることに自覚が無くなっていって
外じゃ明るく振る舞ってもいざ一人になったら何してるんだろって思うようになって
それから助けてくれる人もいたけど自分にとってはそれはただの束縛のように感じて、
それでも耐えるように自分を押さえ込んだ。
ずっと耐えてきたけどさ、やっぱり人って限界があるって今知った。
涙しながらこれを書いたって事はやっぱり本心なんだと思う。
人生を狂わされた原因の勝原 孝弘。
人の意見なんかこれっぽっちも聞かずに自分は小1から毎日のように酷い扱いを受けた。
あいつのストレスは全部自分にぶつけられた。
もう一人は勝原 純子。
勝原 孝弘と親の承諾も無く結婚式もせず家庭を築こうとした。
小1の自分にわかるはずのない質問をして広島から逃げた。
挙げ句離婚も子供の意見も聞かずあっさり。
当時自分は末っ子だったから親のストレスなんか全部ぶつけられた。

他にも語り尽くせないくらいあるけど……もう、ゴールしても……いいよね……

結果 (英語) 1:

Without the beloved from childhood
small beginning to think it out of house mother at 1 and who need not...
said then lost consciousness in his own
is I think I'm doing outside it's disarmingly bright when it comes when one
then also help people had for me in shackles just felt it,
tamped his still endure.
I have endured much, now know that after all I have limits.
While tears wrote this thing I really I think.
Kadohara Takahiro causes the interrupted lives.
Who says something this was sum also without hearing is their small from 1 every day were so badly treated.
Was hit by their stress of the whole thing.
Kadohara Junko is another one.
Kadohara Takahiro and parent consent without any tried to build a home without any wedding.
Small fled from Hiroshima, no question should be understood in their 1.
Sum divorce and children's opinions are not easily.
From the time he was the youngest bumped parent stress anything.

But, there are also other unspeakable. Again the goal as well. It's good...

結果 (英語) 2:

And without it is loved from a young age,
and ... beginning to think his mother even went out of the house with a small one, I have not been required to anyone
awareness is gradually gone to be with yourself then
it behaved bright'm outside I wonder what are you doing Once the one person emergency even if it is as I think
some people were to help me from it but it feels like a bondage just, it is for me
but pressing down yourself to withstand still.
I knew now it Is I have endured much, I there is a limit people I knew.
I think it is I wrote this while tears and'm a true feelings after all.
Katsuhara Takahiro of cause for Kuruwasa life.
Myself received a treat severe on a daily basis from this one small slightest even without hearing something opinion of the person.
Stress He was hit in his all.
Another person Katsuhara Junko.
I was trying to build a home wedding also without without consent of the parent and Katsuhara Takahiro.
Fled from Hiroshima to ask a question that never seen in my small one.
Plainly divorce opinion of children is not heard the last line.
Stress of the parent something was bumped all their because was the youngest at that time. And there is not much be exhaustive talks also other ...... but it alright ...... ...... another, even if the goal

結果 (英語) 3:

But they loved since I was a small one in the mother is out of the house, and the need to begin to think about... But with the help of who it was from then if you behave brightly out there as a subjective in his now one would think anything you like me for me it feels just like as they stand still bound yourself down. I've been to. After all, there is a limit to the person I know.I think that I shed tears while at heart, I wrote this. Katsuhara at Tak cause interferes with their life. I hear the opinions of the slightest without you every day from a raw deal. The stress was hit him all to yourself. At another katsuhara Junko. To build a home at katsuhara Tak and parental marriage without expression. No one can tell me the question of small and fled. If they hear of children in divorce opinion simply. AtAt that time, I was the youngest of all the stress from the parents bumped. I would not talk too much with the other... Another goal, but... Good...